JanJan writes that she seems to be constantly at loggerheads with a close family member. She says, "it's a very volatile situation and I feel like just giving up on this person. I am trying very hard to just let it BE, I bless the situation and the person but sometimes it all comes crashing down and all I want to do is just lash out in anger (verbally not physically). I value the messages and the insight that is given here as they have always helped me in the past."
Dear heart, dear heart, there is great grieving within you that you are not as radiant as you are. Lashing out is not what you want to do, so know that is why it is wrong for you. Take time now to love yourself, to see yourself strong and whole. You know within yourself that you are a good, wonderous being. If there is something that antagonizes you, be still, examine. Often times when something is the most irritating it is because there is something you need to learn within it and you are in some part. And be patient within yourself little one. Some parts are not willing to move forward, or to take a step of growth. Have humour and love. Be patient. You know your truth blessed one. Lashing out only makes you feel bad. It is as if drinking the poison to hurt someone else, will not help you my dear. Be still, love yourself. And in time you will forgive, you will love. Most importantly, you will be willing.
