Advice for becoming a channel

I have been curious lately about developing my abilities and am interested in becoming a channel. As this is what you do, I am curious of any advice you would have for me. I understand we all have these abilities and am interested to know if this is beneficial for me to pursue.

Dearest  Andrea, you are already a channel and you can tune yourself to any station you wish. What you are afraid of is having the confidence to speak it out loud to other people.  Your conversations within your being are amazing with those entities around you and others that come close to you.

But, of course, your heart is going to thrash wildly as you are about to speak about it.  It is not from your mind, it is from what you might want to call the outer limits.  But it is out of your realm the information comes.  So of course you will be unsure at first.  Take your time and place and space and do all according what is comfortable for you. Do not charge forward or you will feel weak and easily flatten.  Go slowly and quietly, but be very clear, you are already a channel, my dear.

Anger or fear of being overwhelmed

Kay writes, "I need to know did I do anything wrong. Is he angry with me?"

No dear, it is not anger. It is fear. Things became too close for comfort. Do not worry, take a deep breath. Take some time to enjoy your heart, your life, trust. All beings need to have a certain amount of space, or energy around them, so they can hear their own thoughts and feel their own feelings. Sometimes, when a being is very overwhelmed with something that space can get very, very tight. Allow this one space. Make no attempts to force any issue at this time. No anger, dearest. Bless you my child.

Structure and website design

Sylvia is working with a webdesigner on a website to promote her gifts and be of service to the universe. She would like to  know if the spirit world and universe agree with the site and its content.

Structure my dearest is something your world often has difficulty with.  Structure can be limiting.  For as soon as you set a limit, it is broken.  So whatever you do, make it be flowing, and free and open.  Let it always be changing, growing and moving forward.  As an example: never force something that worked last week to be the same this week.  Be open to all of new growth, blessed one, and you will be fine.

Reasons for deja vu

Ginger asks about deja vu. She says, "I've recently experienced one that felt foreboding. I think that feeling was my own fear and not some sort of warning, but it left me wondering if I had previously dreamed that moment or if it was somehow another chance for me to understand my own feelings more accurately. It reminded me of an experience I had years ago that I feel enabled me to change my coarse of action and avoid a potential negative situation. Thank you."

There are many, many explanations for déjà vu from tripping of the brain, to a magnetic freeze, to a past life experience, to experiences of very evolved soul. And very evolved beings, or souls, or entities have this quite often. They are often quite outside themselves, seeing it and going, "Oh that's right," and then catching up to the body. Be patient my dear. Foreboding for what? Having information, good or bad, ahead of time is being, well... prepared. Be thankful that you have an early information system. Know that you are a very evolved being and everything that is given to you, you can deal with.

Beginning to communicate with your spirit guides

Leanne says she has been working on connecting to her spirit guides this past year and isn't receiving andy feedback.  She asks, "Do you have any suggestions for me that would help connect me to my guides."

Dearest Leanne, what a beauty you are.  You want this communication and so you must try to find a form.  But perhaps you have been trying to make them communicate through only one way and they wish it to be a different way for you.  Why not begin a series of tests.  Ask for some confirmation of things in different forms.  Ask them to show you in different ways that they are there with you.  You might start with something as simple as a a visit form a bee or a bird, or to hear a song, or a word.  And if these come repeatedly to you, then that can be a form of information, whether it be through a creature, a word, or a song. And then as you trust in it, and grow in your comfort level with it, it will get better and better and soon you will not have to limit it to one form for them to tell you they are with you.  For you will understand that they are always with you, eager to help you.  It is important that you be the one asking the questions.  They will not do the work for you, my dear.  It is not as if making wishes.  It is as if forming a communication, a union, with a great love that wishes only to help your growth.

Waiting for a man to make a choice

Sandy asks about a man she has become involved with. She says, He has been in a relationship for some time that isn't good, but he is hesitant to leave because he doesn't want to hurt the child they have together. I don't know why I feel such a strong connection to him when I know we cannot be together. We are both torn. Is there any hope for us, or should I just move on before things go any further?

It is true, he does love you and you him. Dearest one, do you want someone who cannot make a choice? Is it not better to be clear and healthy and happy then to have a quiet life of discord?  Dearest one, choose for yourself what you need and move forward. This state of waiting is not healthy for you. There is great hope when one makes a choice as it frees the other to do so as well. Bless you my child.

Joanna's note:  Sandy,  sorry for the delay in responding to your question.  We had asked this question of the guides but somehow the answer got separated from the question.  This is the response from the guides in a session from late November.

Soul connections

LB says, "I know "soulmate" is just a term we use to describe soul connections in the physical world and I know that we can have a variety of different soul connections in a lifetime. Each one is special in its own way. However, is it possible to have a soul bond with another person that is stronger than all others? Is there a strongest "soulmate", so to speak? Why do we have a stronger connection to some than others?"

Because you know them.  Because they are familiar and old beings, that stay a while, old friends, you know them.  Perhaps you have never seen them in the physical world before, but you know them.  You know their energy as much as you know your own.  And it is true, there is no one soul mate, but there is a soul knowing.  A deep, deep river that runs through very common known people that are common to each other.  Do you understand what I mean, known to each other.    And they are many, so you could meet many of them.  So you could not have one greater then the other.  You feel it much stronger then others because you are quite old my dear, you have lived many, many lifetimes.  The old and familiar is there, like those old, worn, comfy slippers.  Your world wants to categorize everything.  If you only knew how it does not allow you to grow. 

Wanting to be closer to her spirit guide

Alida wonders why she cannot get close to her spirit guide. She says, "My spirit guide, One Feather, is at times very easy to walk up to and speak to in my dreams. But at other times I see him from a distance such as across a stream and I can not get any closer. I can still hear him just as clearly but why the distance? He is wonderfully strong and when I am close to him I awaken with a lot of energy and I want him close all the time. Is there a reason for the distance? And is it possible to get too much energy from a spirit guide?

The distance my blessed one is because it is time for you to do your work. They will stand and be so patient waiting, like the most loving parent. Hoping that you will make the right choice and ready to scoop you up if you don’t. There is nothing that you need to fear about that feeling of quiet and peace. It is their energy holding the space for you as you grow. It is love my dear, just soak it up and trust that you will make the right choices.

Feeling uncertain about a path to spirit and social situations

Madeleine says she feels as if she is at a crossroads with many paths open but she is unsure of which one to take.  She says, "This is causing me unbearable anxiety that makes it incredibly hard to take action at all! On one hand, I want to pursue my dream of becoming an artist and a writer. But I wonder if, on the other hand, it might not be best for me to become a nun and devote myself to a life of service and enlightenment. I feel as though the latter path will take me down the path truest to Spirit, but my heart lies more with art and writing. What should I do?

Also she asks for advice on how to be less nervous in social situations. She says, "I have a lot of trouble communicating my thoughts and feelings effectively because I am afraid of rejection. I also have a lot of trouble connecting with others and establishing relationships and feel as though something is wrong or "off" about me. It's as if I have the desire to be social, but I can't bring myself to really throw myself into any sort of relationships. In the end, I think people find me a little boring because I just don't seem that into socializing with them. Could you please give me some tips as to what I could do to gain the confidence to make friends?"

Dearest Madeline, oh dearest one, you think far too much and dissect all of your thoughts.  Take a deep breath, dearest, and realize that being spiritual is an artist, is a writer.  Of course, being a nun and someone who restricts their life to a certain way, you can always be spiritual in all of these things.  The true bliss and wonder of a life’s path is as spiritual as it gets, my dear.

To see, and feel, and honour all manner of thing on your path which is what you are wanting  to do, then do it dear, no matter what you say you are doing at the moment.  Don’t limit yourself to one thing at a time.  It is always amusing to me when someone decides to do something and then they feel very bad about themselves when they change their mind.  You are a creation of the universe and changing your mind is just a reflection of the universe.  Be happy, dearest.  Choose to be happy.  Let your bliss be that amazing ability wherever it needs to shine.  And as far as meeting friends, it is because you have always limited yourself and you are outside yourself, judging how you should be.

Dissolve that away and be that brilliant light with all who come near. You will have no difficulty finding friends.  For you will have found that your best friend is your own being. 

A difficult move for her mother

Jennifer asks about her mother who is moving from an apartment into a care facility. Jennifer says, "She is very confused and distrustful due to her dementia. This will be very hard for myself and my sisters. They tend to be "bossy types" where I tend to be the opposite. I would like mom to be involved in the process of the move, but she is very difficult to engage in this kind of conversation. I know these difficult situations are there for great opportunities for learning, growth and love. I will keep this intention open and move forward with kindness.

Dearest one, communication, even if it is bossy is good. You must all come together to talk of this. You must all realize that your paths are very important. That you must do what you need to do and that your mother be cared for in a way that is comforting to each of you.

Many of you have dreams that are yours, not your mother’s. Speak openly that you all can commune with this decision and understand its purpose is to help all beings grow. They are not bossy, they are fearful. They fear their own loss of ability to care for themselves. You see it as a joy in some way dear, not that it is not even near time for you to even consider such a thing. Bless you my child, for you have always been a peacemaker, you have always wanted to help others.

Parenting advice

Kristine asked for some parenting advice, particularly in regards to disciplining children. 

Disciplining children is all about respect.  If you have respect for your child, your child will have respect for you.  If you take the time to see and to listen to them, they will see and listen to you.  Give yourself a moment eyes to eyes, love them from heart to heart.  Look into the child’s face, ask the questions and insist upon the moment to be shared between the two of you.  

Children are ancient beings sometimes.  They need to be respected and honoured for who they are.  If this doesn't occur they will be very frustrated and will act out in many ways.  If they are shy and unable to move forward, again, eyes to eyes, heart to heart. Hold their blessed beings close to you.  Even they children that are angry, they need gentle love. 

There was a belief in your physical world that it was through violence that you had control over a child.  No being learns from violence.  Nothing is learned in violence except hurt, fear and anger.  Is that what you want for your child? No.  You, my blessed mother, sometimes talk too much.  You need to be still, you need to hear, you need to ask the questions.Exclude the world of the acceptance or non-acceptance.  Just you and your child, be still, be one with them.  You will have no difficulty if you honour them, they will honour you.

A relationship with a girlfriend that has come undone

Mary says, "My girlfriend and I have lost contact. I cannot make heads or tails of the reason-why? I miss her. Have I done something wrong?"

Something wrong is the wrong word. The relationship came out of balance and so you need to step back and ask: have I not heard you? have I hurt you? have I perhaps been asking too much of myself? It is best to be honest and say: I have the feeling you have withdrawn from me and that is okay if that is what you need.

It is important for Mary to seek an answer and to accept what she hears. Be brave dear. You can do this.

Frustsrated in trying to help her mother

Elizabeth asks if it's possible for her to help her mom without being frustrated.  Elizabeth writes, "She cries for her family so I wished she would just go back to them and stay.  I'd miss her, but would be less painful.  I'm tired of her complaints. She has trouble relating to me, and I feel more disconnected each time.  I try to reach her but she seems in another world.  I know she loves me, but she relates to me like I'm a stranger.  

What you are feeling is your truth and that is alright and acceptable and you should not be feeling guilty or angry that you are unable to reach your mother or help her.

Do continue being open and loving but also make it very clear that you are not understanding her and that she is not communicating even though the opportunity is there.  The mother is being very blinded by all that is present for her.  She is not helping herself or her family at this time. She is being very self absorbed, but not in a healing way.   

There are many ways that this occurs and hers at this time is very unbalanced.  Be not be angry Elizabeth, but be patient and understand that this mother is taking this time right now and you must do the same.  Take time to heal you.   

Do not accept the guilt.  It is a very destructive energy.   Its purpose has long passed being needed in the physical world. There was  a time, but no longer.   It is as ancient as some of the physical attributes that are no longer necessary in your world.  Does it mean an end of these needs?   In some ways, some things are meant to no longer serve a purpose and must be let go.   

I do not mean that you let go of your mother.  Hold within you the remembrance of the good and keep that alive for yourself.  This that you are seeing now, be patient with it.  Perhaps, perhaps she will come back.  It is up to her, not you.  Your compassion, your love, it is yours.  Hers right now is on hold and is being held by you, by an energy that is not part of you.  Love yourself my dearest and move forward.

Moving forward with the gifts you have

Louise has recently realized that she has some gifts. She says, “In fact I was frightened for a while to acknowledge these. I am trying to find my way forward, and as a result I stopped nursing as I feel it is very negative for me. Am I following the right path? Should I be working on my own work or my husbands? Or is this good for us both ? Also, can you tell me if the people who came to me for help got where they needed to go.

Firstly, this dearest one needs to rest. Rest also from a very strong sense of obligation and responsibility to others. This is what has truly drained her with her healing, her nursing, as it were. It began to be destructive to her because she gave so much and truly exhausted her being.
But she will usually do this with many beings in her life and she must be aware of this. Never was she not a good nurse; she is a very good healer, has great ability, but gets caught up with too much responsibilities. And not just with these patients but with others as well... the chitter chatter. She wants peace and calm and quiet.

Dear one, do not absorb yourself completely in your mate’s work. Help, yes; but also you must seek out that that which is yours. Seek out that that you find peace within, dearest one. You must take time for you.

The people who came to her for help, was she able to assist them?

Yes. Dear one, in time you will not even ask those questions. You will give freely and openly and know that this is what you were meant to do. And in the network of life you will see one day, when time is clear, how you affected all. But right now, do not concern yourself with these things. Trust.

Also, understand that sometimes in giving great chaos occurs. You have empowered beings to take on their work; don’t be afraid of the result. Do that that is driven with yourself or by the energy around you. It is often believed that the human condition expects the human condition to occur. Expect all things to be growing and moving forward and you will not be disappointed.

Sadness over a diagnosis and impending surgery

Sue says she has been very sad lately as she has just been diagnosed with osteo arthritis and needs to have hip surgery.  She says, "I haveworked since I was 15 and now I am off work and I feel guilty every minute that I am not contributing to my family's money.  I feel very lost and alone in this part of my journey.

It is not about money, dearest child--it is about self love. These things that are presented to you on your path are to bring you to the awareness of caring and loving for you.  Oh, you are first in line to help all the others, not only family, and not only to do with money. You feel you don’t know your place if you are not providing, or giving to another. But it is your wondrous being that you must give to. I can’t tell you to do it. Of course, it is for your growth for you to choose for yourself. To understand the true love of being. Loving yourself, thus, being able to continue loving all others, forever. But you must take care of your being.

For it is only through truly honouring your own being and giving it the time to heal, to strengthen, and receive nourishment, love, that you will teach this to others, to your family. For that is what you want them to know, to be. You do not want them to think they must follow a path of completely exhausting and empyting themselves. No, you did not give them all that love and energy for them to do that. But in truth, blessed one, this is what you teach.

Put yourself on your list. Make you important. Teach them that they you must take care of themselves. Love yourself truly for your own self. Not out of anger, or anguish, or pity, or I may as well do it or I am not good for anything. Love yourself out of the beautiful love you have for others, like that love, like the amazing being you are.

As to your osteoporosis, it is not so bad. Lots of beings have this. It can simply strengthen itself should you choose to pick up and put down a few things, tins from your cupboard, or well, something simple. It does not have to be complex. You have time, blessed one, to heal all parts of you, even this hip. You will feel somewhat different if you allow yourself some time before you make choices about anything. I love you my dear, be patient.

Note:  The guide used the term osteoporosis in the response, rather than osteo arthritis.  It may be that the guide misunderstood the term.  I am not sure if the response would be the same for osteo arthritis.  However, allowing time in a situation like this is not a bad idea.  You could ask again if you would like additional information. Joanna

Looking for help with a dream project

Kora asks about her dream project.  She says, "I am so sure this is going to be a success but I need at least another team member but I just don't know where to find this person. Am I not supposed to have another member? Would you help in any way to guide me in the right direction, or to the right people to help make it happen? Many many thanks."

You must alwlays be careful of those that want to shine so brightly that your truth and idea gets somewhat tossed to one side.  And so you are right to be somewhat protective....but also to seek out another being.  In truth there are five other beings that will assist you in your project as you call it.  It is your passion and your truth and you shall fulfill it my dear.  Stand tall in it.  Be clear on what you need.  Clarity, isn't that a funny word to use?  For that is what you are going to help to give to other people.  Trust my dear.  Follow your path.  You will find the right being.

Needing money to start a new business

AJ Adams asks for direction beyond her education. She is looking at starting an online business but her husband would prefer her to work for a company for the security. She asks, "Are there words to give him comfort and ease his concerns? Is this online business a realistic option for me? I have struggled my whole life with my attitude about money. I was raised with a very negative view of money, and have been trying to befriend it ever since. I am in a much more comfortable place now, and that is helpful. However, I will need a large, lump sum of cash to start this business, and I am concerned about manifesting it. Any thoughts on channeling the money to make it happen?

She talks about easing her husband's concerns yet I feel she wants this one to not to control her. I feel she needs to say quite out loud, quite clearly, dear one, everything will be alright and I can do this and I shall do this. There is a need for her to speak her truth. So much guiding and gently working with; so much trying to keep all things in balance. Shine, dearest child, shine and that that you need will be drawn to you. Do not doubt it, do not clutch at the money. Work the process and it shall be there. Good ideas draw good intentions. Trust dear one, it is coming.

Communication with a special dog

Someone who left no name asked about his or her relationship with a dog.  This person writes, "We have the most unusual relationship, we hate to be away from each other. We actually communicate. I have had many pets and loved the all, but this is quite something else. What is the explanation for this?"

There is nothing to explain, dear one.  Loving a creature and knowing that you communicate with this one is as normal as... well, as being in the physical world.  Your task is to communicate just as an artist must draw a picture.   You must communicate with others and you have found a soul you know and have known before.  This is quite acceptable.  Don’t be embarrassed by it, but rejoice in it.  Some day you will write about it.

A little girl's imaginary friend

Pam asks about her four year old granddaughter, Lauren.  The little girl talks about "Johnny" telling her to do things. Pam says, "It's not always something that she shouldn't be doing, but often.  Sometimes she just talks about Johnny and she has been talking about him since she was two years old.  If Johnny is a spirit guide I wouldn't think that he would tell her to do naughty things."

This little one has learned that if she can direct the energy to someone else, then she no longer has to answer for it.  No, Johnny  is not a spirit guide with this one, although there are many that surround her.  Johnny, is a name of someone from a past existence, who was very much a partner in crime, shall I say.  But it is not a great negative.   

Grandmother should answer back that Johnny knows better than to do that and truly that she should be owning her own mistakes.  There is no need to be too worried about this, it is quite alright as this child blossoms beautifully.  She has an amazing ability to be one step ahead of most of the  beings in her path.  She is very, very intelligent.  Expect the best and she shall fulfil it.

Speaking your truth, seeing who you truly are

Anthony says he is in a difficult situation as he is married and has been having a relationship with a girl who is also married, for the past year and a half. He says, "There have been some incredible "highs" and some very low "lows". Throughout it all, especially during the lows, I get information from my guiding spirit that "it will happen". I have learnt so much about life through my guiding spirit and I now appreciate that there are things going on around us that are beyond our control and comprehension.

I am now at a tipping point in my relationship and things have to change, one way or the other. My guide tells me that the relationship has her blessing and also the blessing of my girlfriends guiding spirit. And "it will happen". I trust in what I am being told, but then one elemenet missing is "when". I would dearly like to know whether we are talking in days, weks, months or years. Can you help?

Dearest one, you are not making choices for your own growth. You are holding your breath, you are not living your life completely. You are even somewhat uncomfortable with looking upon your image and such a beautiful image you are. Dearest, dearest one, I am more wanting you to love yourself at this time.

Worry not about the choices of others. Worry about your choice of where you need to be. You seek the love and attention that you so dearly lack within yourself, because you do not find it for yourself. So you seek it in other ways. You are attracted to that that is secret and quiet because you have great difficulties speaking about your heart, your emotions and your needs. You have not been living a lie, you just have not been living a life, my dearest.

Such a beauty you are. You have not made mistakes. The only being that you are hurting is yourself. Gentle being, you know that it is time now to speak your truth. You don’t even know what it is yet and that is the frightening part. Take some time right now for you. Walk, talk, think about who you are and what you truly want in the clarity and the brilliance of the day, not in the loneliness of the night. Look into the faces of those that are around you. Do you see you? Do you see you reflected back? Dear one, try to put you in the picture, you know what I mean.

Choosing our parents and where we will be born

Lyn asks how it is determined where we are born and how much time passes between lifetimes. She says, "I feel so blessed to have been born in Victoria, one of the most beautiful cities in the world. Thank you for all of the wonderful words of wisdom that you share with us."

You chose. You make a contract with beings that you are coming through, the parents you would call them. This happens long before conception. Often, it can occurs when both beings are in between lifetimes. Of course it is different for each individual; it is different at each time. But you choose to come through. And it is more the beings you come through with than the place of your birth. There are  situations where the "child" is brand new to the "parents" and chooses a specific place, but generally it is more the beings then the places.

You will find with most learning that spiritual understanding has little to do with the land, and rather more with the beings. It is for this purpose that you choose and it is like a contract. Perhaps you say to yourself, "I’ve already had this experience now I need to know the other side of it. And I will choose this one to have the other side of it, because we were in different roles last time. In fact, dear one, you each must learn every instant; experience every condition of being in the physical world.

The guides didn't respond to Lyn's question about how much time takes place between lifetimes.  Many times I have heard the guides say that this also is a choice.  You decide when you have absorbed all you can learn from the previous life and then you choose what you want to work on next (and with whom).  Joanna

Confusion from a complicated relationship

 

Lindsay asks about her connection with S.C.  She says, "We have had a very complicated relationship; we've been many things to each other in this lifetime and I feel like we have known one another far longer than that. I love this person with every ounce of my being. In fact, we have such an intense, other worldy connection that I worry I will not find a future life partner who I feel as deeply connected to as him. What purpose have we served for each other in this lifetime and will another wonderful soul come along that I can spend my life with? It has always been my dream to love and marry someone who is my best friend, someone who connects with me on all levels. Is this in my future? Thank you for your love and guidance.

This blessed being is so confused and conflicted.  She is now questioning her own center of being.  Dearest Lindsay, it is because you have stood and watched another being., I don’t mean to be negative, but you have stomped about and hurt so much of your sense of feeling.   And so you are confused.  Wondering if this is how you should behave?  Is that what wins at the end?  I want you to wipe the slate clean, my dear.  I want you to know that there was learning in this, but it is not yet time to understand why.   It is time to heal.

And how does one heal when one has been twisted in many ways, and not knowing your own sense of being.  Oh dear heart, take your baths, your walks. Re-unite with you.  Give yourself a sense of who you be again.  Never mind looking for another mate.  Look to find yourself.  So many times when one is in deep pain in the physical world, one seeks another to make it better.  Instead of healing that pain, you slap on a bandage.  And before you know it you have a festering boil that must be lanced and needs emergency surgery. Do you see what I am saying?  Take time Lindsay, now, to heal it instead of getting into another relationship and having all chaos breaking out.

Don’t look for your bandage dearest.   Allow the sunlight on to your sores, onto your pain.  Acceptance.  Know that it happened.  None of this stiff upper lip nonsense.  Gentle soul, you are a lover.  You love to be.   Heal yourself and you will be ready for your future love.

The silver network and asking for yourself

How do the guides identify who is posting a question on this blog?

I am part of the oneness that you are part of. I find it quite enjoyable even though I do not have emotions anymore. It is part of loving. I see the network and it is quite easy to instantly connect with the being. But they must have first taken the action of choosing and reaching out.

Do you understand what a great gift they give to themselves by doing that? By seeing that they have a need and not being afraid to ask for help, or assistance, they are opening up the universe to themselves. What a great gift. Some believe it is weak asking, in truth, it is the most empowering thing you can do in the physical world, asking for help.

We are often telling you that you must first ask for yourself because in doing that, you are loving yourself. Know this well: by doing so you will have the world at your fingertips. If you could see the silver network that exists (I know your blessed eyes cannot, but trust that it is there)and it moves like quicksilver. It is all present, the past is present.

Thank you for these wonderful words.

Cleansing the liver

My name is Dina.  I was at your Dialogue with Spirit guides and was not able to ask my question. I have tumours all over my liver.  They do not appear to be cancerous.  I am concerned and wonder if thre is anything I can do about them or if I will be OK.Thank you very much, I appreciate any information you can provide.

Dearest one, the human body, the liver is the most amazing thing.  It is such a blessing.   It is the truest element of forgiveness and healing within the body.  It regenerates itself.  It forgives all trauma if you take time to pay attention and you are doing so.  See this lovely liver of yours and visualize these little lumps and bumps just dissolving away with love.

Not with your disdain, or cutting them out, or anything negative, but with love.  Dear one, you need to eat lots of greens, lots of healthy vegetation, vegetables you would call it.  I believe it is very good to eat the rooted ones as well, the carrots, and the turnips.  These are very good for cleansing the liver.  It is also felt a good deal of water.   In fact, in the past you had water that was not clear or balanced.  You have a bit of a sensitivity to chlorine.   So allow the water to stand a bit before you take of it.   Don’t worry my dearest, your liver is doing fine.  Love your liver, love your body, do not fear it.  Be in peace my child.

Recurring fearful dreams

LS writes, "When I was a child of about 7 years, I had a reccuring dream for about four years. Gradually as I got older, the dream became less and less frequent. In this dream, all I remember is an intense fear, which I best describe now with words such as tortured, hopeless, grieved, or panicked. I could feel the walls closing in on me, the sound of voices screaming, and a feeling like my head was going to explode. I would be in a trance-like state during the dream, often sleep-walking. When I would wake up, I would not be able to describe the dream, or the feelings of fear, but only the knowledge that something terrible had just happened, something that was beyond my understanding at the time.

I recently found out that my dad had the same type of reccuring dream when he was a boy. What happened to me? To us? Was I experiencing some kind of trauma from a past-life? If you could please provide some answers for me it would give me a lot of relief, as I have always been haunted as to why this went on for so many years. It was terrifying for me at the time, especially not being able to articulate to an adult what had happened, or even what those feelings meant. Thank you and much love.

Yes, many of the dreams that young children have, of course, come from a pre-existing state of being and they do not know how to put it into perspective. Their conscious mind tries to make sense of it but cannot. Many of your deep seated fears and phobias, as well as dreams that leave you feeling somewhat disturbed come from a pre-existing condition, or state of being. To give yourself peace you must free yourself from it by blessing all beings in the dream and praying for them as well as for yourself. Yes, you created each one of them, but you have the ability to free yourself from it by blessing each one or meditating on it, whatever word you wish to use. Think of the person or being and surround them in light and love. The way to free yourself is by loving them, opening yourself to it. Do not fear; it is not going to happen again.

Dreams are an interesting thing in your world. So many people see them as omens. They are teaching tools. They are helping you to make peace with something that was, or something that you are about to deal with, that is already present in your path. If a person has a deep-seated fears it is often from a past life. Perhaps they didn’t give enough time in between lifetimes to make peace with what took place. A child  will say to a parent after a dream, "In this dream you were my brother, or perhaps you were with me but I was the mother." It commonly happens with children.

It seems that LS isn't remembering so much a certain person, but a strong sense of fear. Can this be healed?

She has to send the healing to herself. The fear is within her. She needs to surround herself with white light and accept that fear is part of a human’s path. It is a tool to aid in loving the self.